[Verse]

Got a mattress on the floor

Ash in a cup from the week before

Phone face down, friends on read

Scroll past chats like the walking dead

Mom keeps knocking, I fake sleep

Headphones loud, heart on repeat

Old show playing on a cracked screen glow

Laugh track on while I spiral slow

[Chorus]

I’m so tired of this basement feeling like my grave

Writing names in the dust that I couldn’t save

Every tear that I swallowed turned into a wave

I’m drowning in a place I should feel safe

(I don’t feel safe, no)

I’m drowning in a place I should feel safe

[Verse 2]

Blue pill pieces on the chipped desk

Doctor said “fine,” but I feel like a bad test

Hoodie in summer, hide these arms

Sweat and sharpies, faded scars

Hit my ex up, typed “you awake?”

Backspaced that, I don’t wanna break

Her new pics, yeah, she looks okay

Guess I was the cloud on her sunny days

[Chorus]

I’m so tired of this basement feeling like my grave

Writing names in the dust that I couldn’t save

Every tear that I swallowed turned into a wave

I’m drowning in a place I should feel safe

(I don’t feel safe, no)

I’m drowning in a place I should feel safe

[Bridge]

Maybe I’m the problem, maybe I’m the proof

That some kids never grow out of the hurt they grew

If I make it out, I’ll leave this room a mess

So someone sees the chaos I kept in my chest

[Chorus]

I’m so tired of this basement feeling like my grave

Writing names in the dust that I couldn’t save

Every tear that I swallowed turned into a wave

I’m drowning in a place I should feel safe

(I don’t feel safe, no)

I’m drowning in a place I should feel safe